I haven't blogged in a while but I feel the need to do so tonight. It's raining, the sky is dark and O Fortuna is modertly blasting from my phone's speakers...There's a chill in the air, and this atmosphere has had me thinking about our existence as angels born on Earth... I wonder why we true incarnated angels chose the path of loneliness? We for lack of a better term fell together yet once on Earth find that we cross paths with barely a gaze.
But we can feel it, our senses become heightened when another of our kind is near, our heart rates go up and we begin to feel that all too familiar pull towards a reality many of us don't want to face. We feel a sense of attraction towards the other person, regardless of gender, but it's so much more than any feelings humans could imagine. It's an innocent and pure attraction yet full of so much raw passion and emotion that we can some times loose control of our emotions if not careful.
We gaze briefly in one another's eyes as we pass one another by in a moment of acknowledgement, that gaze may be short but it will be intense, those who look upon us as we notice one another might think we are sworn enemies about to strike but what no one knows is that in that very short moment much has been said, our love for each other has been translated in ways humans could never understand with out a single word being uttered through human lips. And just like that the acknowledgement is over and we continue our journey.
The question remains though, why do we choose to live such a sequestered life? What are we afraid of? Is it so dangerous to say hello? To nod? To sit at the same table at a coffee shop? To add each other on social media? Is it that we don't want to acknowledge our past? Is it so painful to remember our former heavenly duties? Or is it that we don't want to think about returning to said duties? On the rare occasion I've spoken to one of my brothers I've heard some say they don't want to go back to that old job, they no longer want a life of service...I get that.
I personally however look forward to returning, with that said, maybe we'll never know the reason behind our desire to remain isolated from one another but what we will always know is that we are not alone, though it may seem that way I know for a fact that we can reach out to others like us in times of hardship but be prepared to never see each other again once said hardships are over, we are real life Angels incarnated on Earth and much like our lives as Messengers of God once our duties are done they're done, we don't tend to linger around unless there's a good reason to do so but don't take it personally, we're simply doing what we do best, we're doing the only thing we know how...being Angels.
I just hope for heaven's sake (pun intended) that we stop fucking hiding from our reality. Anyways, I said my peace, to any brethren out there reading, the trumpets have sounded, come out of the shadows and return to the light...the world is plummeting into madness. Don't be afraid, it's not like they can pick us out of a crowd, we blend in these days...don't forget we're protected.
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